I felt my last warm breath press against the cold air. All my feelings fell to the ground and shattered. I fell to my knees; my heart sank slowly to the ground.

The silence of life's lessons hitting the floor in broken pieces of understandings. The thick shadow of darkness followed the cold silent soft wind across my face. The scarce black darkness followed the cold silent wind across my face. The scarce black darkness faded with the shadow of my past, seeing mistakes and grace.

But finally I pulled through, and God helped me find faith and the light to my true face.